Hello~ I'm Ruka, a cosplayer from Vegas! I'm the other half of Dead End Cosplay, and I love otome games (namely Hakuouki). I love fighting games~
BJD owner! I has a cat named Pirro <3 My cat, Chicken Tatsu, is my spirit animal LOL
It’s always “Well you gotta understand-” this or “Why won’t you just let it go-” that. It’s very tiring and lonely knowing that no one could ever agree with you or respect your wishes, just expect you to turn a blind eye to your feelings or just shut up and take it.
It’s very tiring and sad. It’s pretty much not worth trying to voice my feelings anymore, because it makes no difference in the end whether I say anything or not. I always end up having to be the one who cries, stays upset, and I have to be the one who has to apologize. It’s never the other party’s fault, always mine for even bringing anything up.
My whole life is sad. Maybe I should just disappear.